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Hey girl. Are you “jilling off enough?”

18 Tuesday Feb 2020

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I guess as a writer of erotic fiction I’m always hot and horny over one story or another. Whether its at “kiss and drop” picking up kids when I’m either having sex with someone or fantasizing about it, or at the gym giving oral to the gym instructor, something I’m writing is getting me wet between the legs. And speaking of gyms the older guys there tell me they’re masturbating more these days too, as their wives and partners aren’t interested in, as they say, “putting out” for them. “’Cause they’re either too tired, too stressed or just not that interested in sex on a regular basis,” they say.

But with porn becoming more female friendly in 2020 I was wondering if girls were “jilling off”enough? Or if there were reasons they were’nt. And if they were not “jilling off” often was it a good or a bad thing?

When we are young our hormones are racing. We are forever hiding in the bathroom playing with our pussies or laying in bed late at night fingering our wet little holes, fantasizing the boy we want to fuck at school or college. As we age masturbation can become more of a switch off tool, a stress relief or mechanism to rid ourselves of the angst of the day. It’s a time to escape work and enjoy some peace and quiet. Some me time when we can “jill off” in our own time, at our own leisure, or pleasure, as it were. But there is that secretive or sneaky element isn’t there? And what are we watching? Would our partners be offended by us watching the porn we are “jilling off too?” Does our lover actually want to know we are “jilling off’ to a girl being pounded mercilessly by a guy with a massive cock and the body of a Greek god? Who comes like a tsunami and fucks for 32 minutes every time!” It’s a dilemma isn’t it. Often when we were young we were fantasizing about what we didn’t know, hadn’t yet experienced or could not attain. Now as we age as females we are masturbating about fantasies we may or may not have experienced. Fantasies we may or may want to experience. Fantasies that take us away from our mundane “meat and three veg” life. At times when is or isn’t there. Be honest, we all feel like that at times. But is it such a bad thing?

I was talking with a girlfriend and she noted that as things get busy you need to plan your sex life.

“There just isn’t enough time in the week,“ she said.
“Kevin and I are like ships in the night”, she went on to say.

I came to the conclusion planning was a great idea, and that yes, I was “jilling off” too much. Yes I was having my standard “meat and three veg” vaginal sex during the week. But that rather than fantasizing about Mr Tsunami and “jilling off” to him I was going to make a bit more effort on the home front and spice up our sex life a tad. I wasn’t going to be one of those females the guys spoke of down at the gym. I didn’t myself feel guilty about “jilling off”, as I love being with my new partner and wouldn’t dream of straying in real life. But to be honest if the truth be known I selfishly didn’t fancy him “jacking off” to his own private “Miss or Mrs Tsunami”. So I put my thinking cap on and came up with the Sunday Banquet idea.

Our Sunday Banquet’s aren’t a feast, they’re more of a buffet spread. All you can eat in just over an hour. I take a shower, put on some sexy lingerie and lay in bed after breakfast and start to prepare my lover for what is about to come. Or should I say cum. BTW there’s no “jilling off” involved Lol. Its about extended fore and nipple play followed by him pleasuring me with his tongue, then fingers. It’s all about him getting inside my wet hole filling me up with his gorgeous (medium sized) cock. It’s about us taking time and me allowing him to slowly fuck me in my bum, which I know he loves. It’s about the finale, where I suck him off to round out the Sunday Banquet, with dessert (or so to speak). It’s not about secrets, its not sneaky, its not about fantasies. It’s about knowing what we both like, and enjoy. Its about mutual pleasure and mutual satisfaction.

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About Sasha Holden

15 Saturday Feb 2020

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“Sasha writes like a wet dream and is strangely the epitome of a feminist writer taking bold ownership of her gender in her exploration of female sexuality. She is as smart as a whip!” Warwick Newnham 2016

Her quotes…

“The ability to engage the reader, to stir feelings deep within their being, is the ultimate goal of erotic fiction. When the reader takes the place of the characters in my story, I have succeeded”
― Sasha Holden,

Sasha Holden the feminist

Sasha Holden has become a reputed relationship writer and many of her articles, posts and answerS to questions on platforms such as Quora and Medium focus on female sexuality, assertiveness, direction and self confidence.

My stories Sarah, Jenifer, Kate, Liz, Maria, Jeesica and Sophie have strong female characters as their leads, writes Sasha. Yet each character has a sense of vulnerability and at times, a feeling of insecurity, clouding their everyday lives. Each beautiful both outside and from within, these female characters have a close connection to individuals with whom they share their lives, their most erotic thoughts and their intimate moments. Sasha Holden Flipboard Media

Sasha’s female leads exhibit both strength and vulnerability in their quest for contentment.
“I am so much looking forward to this next chapter”, said Jessica Stanton. “This change has a good vibe written all over it. No more traffic lights, horns, late night ambulance sirens, last minute deadlines, shallow advertising executives and take out. I’m in search of peace, tranquility, and country”.
Jessica Stanton, in “Cowboy Up” by Sasha Holden

“As a mentor to female writers and authors online and off Sasha is a strong advocate for female rights and causes,” Sophie Lam Display Media.

Her reviews…

Sylvia Storm

5.0 out of 5 stars A sexual tale told artfully so, full of passion and beautiful words Sylvia Storm

5 May 2015 — Published on Amazon.com

An erotic tale told in poetic form. A beautiful and wonderful sensory experience, and it still keeps the heat going page after page. If you are into traditional narrative you may want to look elsewhere (but still read the preview, it is mind blowing); but for those with a love of passion, sex, and the art of words — this is a delectable treat to be savored. An amazing work full of kinky encounters and heightened sexual experiences. Strong recommend and an in-depth review over on my blog.

Sasha Holden the Author

Readfingers

Sasha Holden burst onto the literary scene in 2015. Her short stories quickly evoked passion within her fan base who related instantly to her unique brand of eroticism. The ability to engage the reader on both an emotional and physical level provided the key to her success. A renowned poet in her own right, Sasha released her first literary novel entitled “Sarah” Malcolm’s Prize on Amazon in mid-2015 to much critical acclaim within the erotic fiction industry. Like Sarah, her leading female characters more often than not lonely, yet longing to explore their innermost desires sexually. Her stories enter the most intimate corners of her characters’ minds, leaving no stone unturned in their quest for pleasure. The need for my eroticism to arouse readers on every level, as they turn the pages, is my ultimate goal as a writer. Sasha has a strong following in the UK and India, as well as her home base of US. She is now a published author with Moon and stars press, Readfingers and Sasha Holden Publications.

Her books include :

Sarah, Malcolms Prize

Sarah “Malcolm’s Prize”

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01ENZN4N2/ref=dbs_a_def_rwt_bibl_vppi_i0

Cowboy Up

Cowboy Up

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0788NNWPG/ref=dbs_a_def_rwt_bibl_vppi_i1

My Gap Year

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B084DW4F49/ref=dbs_a_def_rwt_bibl_vppi_i2

Her poetry

Takes you the reader through the seasons with their rustic countryside and unparalleled oceans back through the busy contemporary society in which we live.

Her body

As a fashion, lingerie and swimsuit model from 17–26 Sasha Holden became successful in Europa and the USA working for elite agencies. Her tall attractive figure and blonde complexion won her online catalogue and photographic work in addition to a host of runway shows worldwide

Sasha Holden

Her feature writing

Sasha studied writing at University through her English major degree, in addition to marketing and communications.

She is a feature writer for several publications including New Love Time and Business Insider India.

New Love Times

Her Social Media

@sashaholden30 at twitter has over 13,000 followers,

Sasha Holden at Goodreads has over 3,000 friends and followers https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/13833707.Sasha_Holden

sashaholden1.wordpress.com her blog has thousands of friends and followers

Her friends

Merry Christmas, lovely!
averymichaelsbooks@gmail.com

Happy Valentines Day Sasha 💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕

Elite Model Tiffany Champagne

Tiffany Champagne — Elite Model and Entertainer

Hey Sasha…so much enjoyed reading your blog @ sashaholden1.wordpress.com

Lola Down

Her love interests

Sasha Holden met fashion photographer Jack Strainey on location in Venice Italy in January 2003 (formerly of Incite Fashion Photography — UK) and the couple were engaged in March 2005. The couple called off the engagement in March 2006 citing pressures from Sasha’s entry into the world of erotic fiction writing.

‘I guess I was a bit young and naive at the time”, said Sasha later for an interview at FirstInPress.

“I perhaps should have kept my identity anonymous for the erotic writing brought with it a plethora of unwanted male attention from stalkers, to explicit mail, sexual phone calls from unknown third parties and even male visitors to our New York Apartment. It all became a bit too much for Jack. And to be honest I can’t blame him for pulling the pin. Since then I have endeavoured to keep my identity a secret to protect not only myself, but my partner(s),” Sasha said at the time.

Sasha is reportedly dating a leading New York male model of New York Model Management 9 years her junior. The couple live and reside in New York and frequently travel back to her native Australia over Christmas and New Year each year.

Sasha the script writer

In 2017 Sasha started writing scripts for the Adult film industry. Erotic stories for films such as “So Smooth” for www.frolicme.com have been well received and Sasha is keen to pursue script writing for porn sites, adult entertainment sites and performers.

So Smooth by Sasha Holden

You can watch “So Smooth” on http://www.frolicme.com

Audio porn

Many of Sasha’s stories are now available online in audio.
“My readers, fans and followers love being able to not just read but listen to my stories in the privacy of their own home and even with their partners,” she notes. “But I must admit to having a rather horny house wife from Arkansas State saying she loved every bit of “So Smooth” while hanging out the washing.I laughed when she said she had to put her panties back through the washer having just put them on moments before”, Sasha said.

Sarah Malcolm’s Prize in audio

https://www.amazon.com/Sarah-Malcolms-Prize-Sarahs-Story/dp/B01ENZN4N2/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1581723139&sr=8-6

So Smooth in Audio

https://www.frolicme.com/audio/passionate-porn-audio-story/

Sasha’s Erotic Poetry

Sasha’s erotic poetry speaks volumes of female lust, desire and sexual hunger. Famous poems including “Open a little wider’”, “Feeling sore”, “Inside my groove” and “Swimming” are seen as leading edge erotic poems with literally thousand of views online at her blog www.sashaholden1.wordpress.com

Sasha Holden

Sasha Holden the business woman

Having studied marketing and communications in addition to English Honours at University Sasha Holden is well placed to write and promote artists, elite models, adult entertainment sites and businesses in general.
If you are looking for copy for your website, increased exposure for your business or promotions and marketing campaigns to attract more customers, email sashaholden1@yahoo.com today to see how she can assist you.

Sasha Holden hobbies and interests

Apart from sex and writing about it Sasha enjoys Italian food, reading Australian writers, playing tennis and surfing..She recently started playing golf, “I’m really enjoying being out on the course,” said Sasha.

Sasha Holden

This profile was compiled by Sophie Lam of Emporia Media
(formerly Display Media)

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Is porn becoming more female friendly in 2020?

13 Thursday Feb 2020

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Short isn’t usually a phrase synonymous with porn, but I’d have to say the short answer is yes. The long answer is somewhat more complicated.

I was sitting having a coffee earlier in the week with Jodie, a middle aged Mom who is the eldest sister of one of my closest girlfriends. I walk with her in Central Park after yoga on Thursdays. She was asking me what I was writing. I told her I was working on a story about porn for my new Medium digest blog. “I’m a porn star”, she pronounced, before laughing out loud.
“I still like being fucked doggystyle by Danny on Saturday nights after all the kids are asleep. I then go down on him, and let him shoot all over my face before finishing him off with a blowjob”, she exclaimed.
“Okay so then I retreat to the front porch for a cigarette and a gin, while he sleeps off a six pack and a week of shift work. I guess not many big boobed blonde female porn star’s finish there 5 minute 10 second porn movies that way do they?” Jodie questions, reflecting on her real life porn story.
And Jodie’s probably correct in what she says. The Brandi Love’s of the porn world usually finish off their porn movies (having been facialized by their middle aged steroid driven male co star), with a swallow of his wad of cum, a smile and a cheesy line like “Man you taste good”.
Front porch reflections after sex aren’t really par for the porn course in 2020.

                            Brandi Love — photo courtesy of Reddit.com

“So what is par for the porn course in 2020?” I pondered.
I thought to answer this question I’d dig a little deeper with my middle aged friend Jodie.
“So what have you been jilling off to lately Jodie?” I enquired.
“When Danny’s out on shift work that is?” I asked.
“Well I’m thinking it’s all fantasy anyway, isn’t Sasha”, she responded, somewhat hesitantly, with an embarrassed smile meeting her apparent blush. “But I’ve been watching those Stepmom movies. You know, the ones where the Stepmom shows her stepdaughter how to have sex with her boyfriend, and then decides to fuck him as well”, she says, before bursting out laughing.
“You know, the ones where the stepdaughter licks her from underneath while he is doing her from behind. I’ve always wondered what it would be like to have a threesome where someone was licking me while a guy was screwing me. Thats a real turn on for me”, Jodie announces, as if to release herself of a heavy burden.
“Cool,” I said. “That’s cool”, I said, thankful to her for opening up (or so to speak) on her porn story.

Then having chatted to several girlfiriends around my own age I realised that porn in 2020 was in fact becoming more female friendly. Having perused through porn platforms such as beeg.com I found that many of the big star were males, which was good to see. Clearly I’m not the only female jilling off on porn in 2020. And my porn research highlighted that many of the male porn stars online were slightly younger and a little thinner than they were a decade ago. They weren’t all James Deen’s but they weren’t all old hulks who looked like their only job could have been in male porn, if you pick up on my thread.

                         James Deen — photo courtesy of Pinterest

Yes there were all those stupid fetish type feeds that are a turn off to most females, like squirting, scat and an over abundance of female solo movies, but for the main part there were plenty of female friendly films to choose from. And that was on a mainstream porn feed. But in 2020 I’ve converted many of my girlfriends, and indeed some of my male colleagues across to a new era of female friendly porn channels, including “Frolicme.com”. I must confess to writing for Anna over at “Frolicme”. So yes i may appear a tad biased, but realistically “Frolicme”, and porn sites of the same genre, are definitely appealing to girls and women who like a bit more intimacy with their porn, and a little less of the rough sex tag we think of when analysing porn. The “Frolicme” films have a European feel and traverse across a plethora of genres and sexual tags. From male masturbation, couples sex, female only, gay, interracial and solo sex scenes, there is a fresh feel to these female friendly shorts, wherein the cinematography, costume design (or lack of it), and engaging scripts, all add to the appeal of this subscription based service. And btw it’s not just films. At “Frolicme” you can choose whether to feed your porn in audio or script form in addition to movie format. Whilst there’s plenty of porn pics for you “jill off” to on the site if you’re not up for a full feature.

           Photo courtesy of Frolime.com

In conclusion the long answer is porn in 2020 is more female friendly than it was in the late 90’s. Plenty of girls and women are enjoying jilling off to or simply watching stylish porn that isn’t all about men getting their rocks off. But yes we still have a bit of a way to go. Finding sound female friendly porn online that is easy on the eyes can be difficult at times. There is still an overwhelming abundance of unrealistic porn movies that are filmed far away from from the real life sexual situations we find ourselves in.

But as Jodie said, “Well I’m thinking it’s all fantasy anyway, isn’t Sasha”.

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Is porn becoming more female friendly in 2020?

08 Saturday Feb 2020

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Short isn’t usually a phrase synonymous with porn, but I’d have to say the short answer is yes. The long answer is somewhat more complicated.

I was sitting having a coffee earlier in the week with Jodie, a middle aged Mom who is the eldest sister of one of my closest girlfriends. I walk with her in Central Park after yoga on Thursdays. She was asking me what I was writing. I told her I was working on a story about porn for my new Medium digest blog.
“I’m a porn star”, she pronounced, before laughing out loud.

Read the full story at : Medium Digest

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New Release “My Gap Year” on Amazon Kindle

01 Saturday Feb 2020

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Today I released my latest novel on Amazon Kindle

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Here’s an excerpt from My Gap Year by Sasha Holden

“My heart sank into the airport foyer. Then below the thin green carpet, down through the concrete and into the foundations of Thai Airs Bangkok Airport. With my bags now on the carousel I hugged him one last time. He clutched onto me, drawing every last breath from my tightened rib cage. Tears streamed down my cheeks in a flooding cascade that drenched my pink dress, floating across my small breasts down onto my bra below. He hugged me once more. His strong hands grasping at my hipline, drawing me into his gate. It’s not forever he said, it’s not forever. ”

#romance #erotic

https://amazon.com/dp/B084DW4F49

 

Thanks for reading… Sasha Holden

 

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Surfer girls – chapter 1

01 Wednesday Jan 2020

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Happy New Year followers…

 

Check out my latest story Surfer Girls….
let me know if you are keen for chapter 2

 
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Her hair fell into her breasts
As if to stop and not want to proceed any further
A tinge of auburn ran through her ends
Glistening now as she smiled
With salt and sand from todays surf
etching her skin and scuplting her collar bones
The sunlight  shone through her rainbow coloured shirt
Revealing a sense of sensuality I chose to ignore
My inner thoughts flickering from her inner thighs
To her gorgeous smile
Beautifully straight teeth
And smooth pink lips

“Is the surf always so big up here”, Paula questioned
“When its a north easter that break brings on some heat “, I explained.
“It is known for 5 to 6 foot waves throughout late summer, and as such is
one of the favourite hangs for the locals we were out there with today”.

 

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My mind drifted to seeing Paula’s head spring up to face me
as she kneeled through another wave earlier today
Her fresh face invigorated by the swell and the excitement of the big set approaching.
I remember turning back toward shore and seeing her gracefully pick up a wave
Angling and manouvering her board across its face
Her powerful legs pushing hard into her board
As she thrust up and down before flicking off behind me
I myself had paddled further out
Not sure of what lay in front of me
But exhilerated by the fact she was with me

Paula and I knew each other from University
We had often discussed our passion for surfing during tutorials
And with this weekend being our first surfing trip together
I was keen to discover what lay beneath her brown sunfilled skin
To explore her complexities
Her distant background
And her needs wants and expectations

 

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“Were we to be friends after this weekend?”  I mused
“Or were we just to continue bumping into eachother at Uni?”

I smashed now into the avacado, before placing it upon the Cruskits
Lining the surface with cheese and some cucumber
‘Don’t get ahead of yourself Sasha,” I heard my mind whispering
“Just let things be. At least for the moment.”

Our two bedroom cabin sat on the edge of the forest.
The birds and night sounds lingering beyond us
As we sat slowly drinking the Savignon blanc
Laughing as our memories of lecturers gone by were discussed
Dane Jackson our torts lecturer being the most memorable

“He was such a puss,” remarked Paula
“It was as if he spent his life hiding behind lockers in the corridor”, she reflected
“Waiting to peek at or check out any hot young student he may or may not know.
Before glancing away as they caught his stare”.
“I know,” I siad.
“He didn’t actually do it for me”, I said quietly. Before bursting out laughing again.
“What”, said Paula.
“What are you laughing at?”, she exclaimed.
“Unlike you and Mr Phillips”, I said, bursting out laughing once more.
“Oh yeah”, replied Paula.
“I had such a crush on him. I spent most of last semester dreaming of those corduroy slacks.
“That brown was such a turn on,” she said with a sexy grin. “And that butt. Sooo hot.”

Mr Ron Phillips, our contracts lecturer of two years prior stood at 5ft ringing wet.
He possessed an unattractive five day growth and bifocal spectacles. He lowered them frequently to peer at you awkwardly. I was in stitches at her confessions of lust toward him.
Paula was funny. She was such a hoot. And I loved being around her.

Later that night my feet felt cold in bed
Reaching into my bedside table I put on some green socks
Before hearing Slipper, my cross kelpy whimpering on the veranda
Next thing I noticed two large goannas on the steps edge, eying off my best friend
“Here boy”, I said picking up his water bowl and bringing into his mat in the living room.
I fastened the door, only to see the goannas back track down the cabins steps back into the forest. They must have picked up Slippers scent and come searching for a late night snack. 

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Back in bed I removed my tshirt. All of a sudden I felt stuffy under the sheets. This summer the weather was changing at frequent intervals, difficult to predict in the least. Or maybe something else was weighing on me. Or in me as it were. Paula was at the other end of the cabin. And whilst I was unsure of the nature of our relationship, her friendship was one I was beginning to treasure. I fell asleep looking back into her face, as she came toward me through the blue and green waves of Callum Point, where the surf was crisp and clean. And the shoreline sand was a brilliant white, laying flat beneath the bluest of blue skies. She smiled again, as I could feel that twitch within me, slowly rising toward my suface.

A loud noise awoke me.
There was then a knock at my cabin door.

Paula whispered, “It’s me Sasha”.
“Come in I said,” before turning on my bedside lamp, and sitting upright to see what was happening.
“I heard some animals outside my window. They unnerved me somewhat” she said.
‘I’m sorry to have woken you,” she said, in an anxious tone.
“Its okay,” I replied.
“Here, come and sit”, I said softly.

As Paula approached I moved my legs to make room, only to notice there was a small
crease of moisture beneath my white panties. I must have been dreaming of more than just Paula’s face in the dead of night. I quickly pulled the sheet back up and prayed she had not visualised my moistened panties. Sitting up, without my tshirt or a bra on I still felt comfortable near Paula. We had sunbaked together today topless, and were familair with eachothers’ bodies. In the company of one another.
“Thanks Sashy”, she said.
“ I feel like such a worry wart.  It’s just Im not used to sleeping in a forest.”
“It’s fine”, I replied. 

Before reflecting on how I loved it when she called me Sashy.
No one had ever called me that before.

“Just stay in here,” I said, and then pulled the sheet up over her, before turning over toward my side of the bed, to face the wall away from her. Trying to remain casual, relaxed and not fixated on the gorgeous creature laying beside me, I lay listening to the waves crashing further out from my window. “Get some sleep Paula,” I said warmly, “we have another big days surf tomorrow” .

And within seconds I was asleep again.

It must have been close to dawn. I could see the faintest light sneaking through from behind my curtains. I could feel the sheets above me moving. A gentle moaning sound was coming from the other side of my bed. I quickly remembered Paula had come in late last night.
I stayed facing my wall, to scared to roll over.  The moans became a litte louder.

“What was Paula doing?” My mind questioned. I lay in shock.
“Was Paula rubbing her pussy in my bed? Was she playing with herself as I slept?”
I could feel the sheets brushing from side to side over my shoulders. I then proceeded to arch my neck ever so slightly to see her knees wide open under the sheets, and her hand moving at pace beneath. Paulas writhing and thrusting up and down from upon the bed was pushing my sheets up and down, as she pleasured her love hole.

“Wow”, I thought to myself, as I turned back to face my wall again.
“What should I do?”
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I lay listening as her soft moans intensified, and the gyrating of her hips began to pulsate through my side of the bed. And the pulsating didn’t stop there. If this activity kept on I was going to have to remove my socks. I lay motionless, praying not to move. Though something began stirring inside me. I could feel my torso loosen and my legs begin to twitch, as the sound of Paulas passion enveloped me from behind. “I can’t believe it”, I thought, as I lay still beside her. “Was she fingering her cunt? Or what? Fuck this is turning me on”, I thought. This is just..its just..my mind was exploding. I started to feel sooo horny. I just didnt know what to do.

“What would happen if I pretended to stir and wake? How would Paula react?”

There was only one way to find out, I surmised. Whatever the outcome, I  couldnt lay still for another second. My own pussy needed rubbing. And I couldn’t help myself. I needed to finger my own juicy slit. And right about now nothing could stop me. I needed to fuck myself. Paula’s moaning, writhing and pulsating gyrations were turning my own body into a sea of lust. Taking a deep breath I decided to roll over.  My white sheets brushed over my now heightened nipples as I turned to face Paula.

Then slowly placing my hand underneath her thigh and on the inside of her gorgeous legs I whispered “Let it out beautiful, let it out for me baby”. And with that Paula screamed, and thrust her pussy higher, grinding her fingers in further, as she came with a bomb. Spasming as she came, moaning more and more, slamming into the bed head, she almost shook the floor. The intensity was so massive, burning a fire inside my snatch, I began to find my own slit, as I listened to her thrash. And with that I felt my own juice, gushing from below, within seconds I had come to, splashing from my hole. With my knuckles drenched in cum, I slowly slid them out, feeling somewhat embarassed, for having cum so quickly and keen.

“Did Paula know I felt for her? Had I blown my cover? Did she now suspect, I yearned to be her lover?

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Listen to so smooth tonight

30 Monday Dec 2019

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Passionate porn audio story of a young woman’s desire for her mentor

Author: Sasha Holden 12:12 min Categories: Female Voice, Passionate Lovemaking

 

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My 18th

26 Thursday Dec 2019

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I had never stayed on my own in a motel before without my parents. And certainly never with a boy. But on my 18th I was breaking all the rules. 

I could hear the boats outside on the water but my head was inside. Dirk was kissing me on the stomach and making his way upward to my pert breasts. His tongue now encircling my young nipples, as they sprang to attention upon his touch. Then without a second thought I reached down to pull my panties off, pushing them past my ankles before throwing them on the floor of the room. I don’t what made me do it, I guess it was my body heating up at the feeling of Dirks lips against my breasts. Or maybe it was just the fact I wanted it. I had waited so long for this moment I could wait no more. 

Dirks blond wavy hair now lowered down my torso, as I slowly opened my long legs, lifting my knees as I spread them slightly further. My head arched backwards now as Dirk met my wet slit with his soft, warm toungue. I then raised my shoulders from the bed, my elbows lifting me up to watch as he licked at my warmth. My juice was glistening upon his lips as he began to suck at my eager button. In and out of his freshman mouth. And then as if completely on impulse I reached down to push his head into me. Almost pulling at his hair as I grinded into his mouth. Thrusting onto his tongue as he licked me up then down, before sucking at my clit as he took me town. Moaning and moaning I then came with a scream, laughing but scared I’d wake the whole team.  But at 2 in the morning they’d be dead to the world, or drunk and passed out with another girl. My body was shaking. I could feel my warm love juice, dripping inside my thighs, passionate and spent. Dirk was just so hot, so gorgeous and complete, from the first time Id seen him, he’d knocked me off my feet. 

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“Bend over Josie,” he now whispered in my ear, and with that I rolled over as he entered me from behind, penetrating my young pussy, simply blowing my mind. I could feel him deep inside me, as I pushed harder and harder back, asking him to fuck me, to fill my aching crack. Maybe I was in love, or something in between, Dirk was just sooo hot, so strong and so lean. His body was electric, as he slid inside my hole, filling up my tightness, with his slender long hard pole. I could then feel his squirt, his sticky warm hot cum, as he pulled out from my pussy, to splash all over my bum.

Rolling back over I licked him, and took him in my mouth, to catch a final sprinkle, as he pushed his yummy juice out. His face now smiled upon me, his jaw was broad and clean, his cheekbones such a feature, forever creating a scene. Yet on my 18th he was mine, to hold and cherish and love, my entire body sprayed with ecstasy, as he lit me up from above. What more could a young girl wish for, I thought as he gazed down, Dirk was the ultimate catch, and I had him all to myself. He made me feel so wanted, so horny and hot all at once, I began to rub my pussy, my need to cum now intense. I wanted to finger myself in front of him, to show him my love was immense, to show him how much I desired him, beyond all common sense. “Fuck you make me feel hot Dirk,” I said pulling away from his knob. “I’m cumming for you baby,” I screamed as I fingered my hole, deeper and deeper inside my pink slit, to reach my orgasmic goal.

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I can’t remember much more, it was a long time ago, but from above my gin and tonic, I can feel an inner glow.

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Soph’s finals

12 Saturday Oct 2019

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The leaves had started to fall from the trees. I felt a chill as I pulled my pink singlet down, exposing my upright nipples even further. Pushing the wax bottle away with my left leg toward the window, looking down into the courtyard I could see Sonya walking toward the front door. Her blond hair was tied up in a ponytail, her white shirt and khaki skirt still immaculate despite having been on her since dawn. Dad was still in Paris at the Annual Architects Convention, so there wasn’t really much excuse for her to stay late in the office.

 

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Looking down I could see the reddish marks surrounding my labia and pink lips where the wax had stripped the hair from my inner thighs and pussy. I pulled my pink singlet up slightly and gazed at the black landing above. The thin line of pubic hair making its way upwards toward my navel. I guess I was trying to be cool. To remove myself from the geeky science image I exuded at school. The girl who had creamed her final exams, well maybe. The girl with the geeky glasses, band on her top teeth, lanky legs and civil engineering Mom who had run out and left her when she was 10 for the then member for Minnesota. I slowly ran my index finger along my slit, up into the thin landing strip line, in review of my handy work.  I felt quite proud of it actually. There was a knock at the door and before I could take my hand away from between my legs Sonya pushed through my bedroom door. No doubt blushing as I was I said “Hi”, albeit ashamedly. “I was going to ring your father and was keen to let him know how your chemistry finals went, “ she said.  I was not to upbeat to be honest, and looking down back out into the courtyard Sonya sensed the solemn tone in my voice and attempted to console me. “You’ll be fine,” she said. Math and physics were all good, the marks you need are already in the bank,” she said, trying as hard as she could to lift my spirits.  

I stood up and moved over onto my bed, putting my toes underneath the covers to keep my feet warm. And with that Sonya sat on the edge of the bed and slipped out of her high heels. “That feels better” she exclaimed, before turning to look out the window, as the falling leaves slowly made their way down in the cool evening breeze toward the ledge below. “I’m scared,” I said quietly. “What if I don’t get the marks to make it into College?” Sonya then kneeled along the bed and sat behind me, giving me a gentle hug, in much the same way as she had done when working through the angst of my first period with me, in this very room.  “Its okay Soph”, she whispered, its all going to be okay, you’ll see.”. I began to cry, ever so softly into her crisp white shirt, as she pushed back her long blond hair to make way for my tears. “It’s okay darling”, she said sweetly into my ear. Then taking her hand she lifted up the bottom of my singlet top and began rubbing the palm of her hand in a smooth circular motion around my stomach, and kissed me gently on my neck. “That feels nice,” I said softly. Sonya had always been there for me, I thought, as I straightened my long legs out before me, fully aware of my status as the class dork. The girl who wouldn’t have ever come close to kissing anyone, let alone having sex. OMG I was a nerd. I couldn’t shake the image, even if I had wanted to. At 18 you’d think a girl would be blossoming into the prime of her life. But all I felt like was a geek. A science wonder kid who’d ran out of wonder. 

My sobbing subsided as Sonya began stroking my long legs with her neatly manicured hands, Her fingers running from down at my knees, up along my outstretched thighs, and then across my stomach, before making their way back again toward my knees again. “That feels so good,” I said, wiping the tears away from my face, as I could se the black mascara covering my fingers. I must have looked a mess, I thought. But having Sonya there to comfort me made me feel warm and cosy inside. And for a second my mind escaped from the pressure of my final exams, to focus upon the serenity of her touch. The warmth of her body. And the sweetness of her breath. “You look beautiful, Sonya,” I said. ”You always look beautiful,” I mused, before turning the face her, giving her a kiss firmly on her cheek. And then, almost unconsciously, I began to kiss her on her lips, once, twice and then three times, as if I in a passionate embrace with a long lost lover.. Then, opening my eyes, I blushed again, before apologising profusely. “I’m sorry I said,” totally embarrassed by my actions. To just come out and kiss my stepmom front and centre on the lips was probably the most outrageous thing I’d done in all my 18 years. If not certainly the most embarrassing. Then much to my surprise she kissed me back on the lips, and I could feel her tongue penetrating my lips, finding its way into the moist enclaves inside my mouth, meeting my tongue, as she pressed tightly around my stomach, drawing me into her warm embrace. I began to breath heavily, kissing her back with a passion, sliding my tongue in and out of her mouth. Arching my neck back to meet her gorgeous lips, as she tongued and tongued her way into my wanton mouth.

Then, with her legs wrapped around me, her knees pressed firmly up under my arms, she took my right hand and guided it under hers, down toward my freshly cut landing strip, and into the smooth skin below. “Let see if we can’t relive some of this finals tension she said, in the most sensuous tone I think I had ever heard to that point in my life. And leaning back into her, closing my eyes, I dreamed my way into her spell, as she pushed my hand and fingers in a slow, circular motion from one side of my pink pussy lips to the other. It felt so beautiful, so pulsating, so good. Then she asked me to softly rub my clit with my index finger, as she guided it, inside the warmth of my slit, up toward my young pink button that lay above. My swollen pink clit, needing to be rubbed, to be stroked, to be loved. I began to push into my finger, as she grasped my hand tighter, forcing it inside the top of my hole, then back onto my clit, then back into my juicy slit again..and again. “Its Okay Soph she whispered, in her charismatic, sexy tone. “Its okay, let it all go,” she said. I started to rub harder, in fast movements underneath the warmth of her ever present hands. Her left hand now finding its way beneath my pink singlet, encircling the nipple of my right breast, arousing me even further. I could feel the juice staring to lather around my fingers as I began to finger inside my now wet hole. Sonya then sat back slightly, and pulled my hand away from my hungry snatch. Unbuttoning her pristine white shirt before me, exposing her pure white Victoria’s Secrete bra, enveloping her slender breasts, she chose to kneel before me. The lowering her head toward my lap she looked up, staring into my eyes and spoke once again in her sensuous tone, “let me help you baby, “ she said. And then after lowering her mouth onto my wet pussy lips I felt her tongue slide deep inside me, before flicking my swollen clit from side to side. My body began shaking, writhing and pulsating against her touch. Uncharacteristically I chose to grab her hair band and push her head down into me, as she sucked hard around my clit, drawing it into her mouth. In that moment of ecstasy, of weakness, of pleasure I began moaning, and moaning once more. “I’m coming Mommy,” I exclaimed, as I buckled up, my waist lifting in convulsions as her tongue thrashed into, covering her mouth, lips and tongue with my warm flowing cum, as it gushed from within my tender young hole. “I’m cumming Mommy,” I exclaimed once more, as he pinned my thighs to the bed, continuing to suck at my clit, as the juice flowed freely don toward her chin. Sonya, then pulled back, placing her hand on my stomach, rubbing me softly once more, as I closed my eyes in a sea of ecstasy. The orgasm still lingering, my inner thighs drenched, sweat upon my brow, hands shaking from side to side. “I’d better ring your father, “Sonya said jokingly, as we both began to laugh. “he’s going to be wondering what we’re up to,” she said, smiling now, before picking up her white shirt and closing the door behind her.

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from silence into wet

12 Thursday Sep 2019

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The light was dim
I could feel the slightest breeze caressing my naked thighs
“Turn around babe”, Jake spoke softly
And with my knees straddled above his legs on the bed,
my butt now facing him
and the palms of my hands suspending me above him,
I began to lower my flesh upon him
drawing in his manhood
breathing in to embrace the initial thrust
that moment of penetration
when my body opened to clasp onto his gorgeousness

Within seconds I was writhing,
Grinding
From side to side my body pushed
Pulling at his length
Guiding him further inward,
Releasing all my liquid
To lay juice upon him whole
Sliding over his hardness
Stretching open upon his pole
My nipples began to strengthen
Beneath ny weathered pink T
further down my landing strip
Glistening for but me to see
As my index finger and middle
Opened my hungry slit
I sensed he needed my fingers
To caress his tender sack

Then in a flurry I buckled
Sprang forth in a lustful release
Cumming and cumming furiously
Gushing from within my warmth
Until all the spasms and moaning
Lay flat upon his strength
My horny, tingling body
Released from hungry to spent

And within my lustful yearning
My want to please my man
I pushed my butt back further
Toward my lovers head
Then gently lowered my lips
To meet his throbbing love
Releasing my wet pink tongue
To lick him from above
Before taking him in slowly
Tightening around his shaft
Sucking and sucking harder
Until he anxiously rose
To force his cock in deeper
Deeper toward my throat
Filling me with pleasure
Drowning me in his need
To shoot his ecstasy forth
To cream my wanton mouth
To spurt his eager cum
To line my tongue in yum

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I could feel his hands open my cunt
To gaze inside my pink
As he now leaned back in pleasure
Watching as I gasped to drink
But every last drop
Of his beatutiful tasty cum
Swallowing my lovers cream
From intimacy to dream
Then laying aside his chest
My lover
Strong and taut and keen
Built from hauling camera gear
On yet another modelling set scene
Wherein I now watched
as a droplet of sweat dripped beneath my pink T
Down toward the crevice
for my Jack and I to see
As he touched the bead of sweat

Then looked into my eyes
“Hows my birthday girl?”
he whispered
Before affording me a smile
All the time igniting my flame
To throw me from silence into wet
To release my inner juices
Driving me further
into our night
If only it could last forever
One touch, two lips, one bite

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