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The bell sounded
it was the end of the last period for the week

I couldn’t believe it
no more law until Tuesday week
I had tort law running through my head
at 90 miles per hour

not to mention criminal
the precedence set by this
did he have the state of mind for that

it was seriously all too much
In the cafeteria Billy came over for a chat
as I took the coffee to go

she asked if she could visit on Saturday
now we were on break
 I said fine
she was lonely no doubt
with her family all the way down south

and a one bedroom bedsit was hardly the place to spend Easter
all on your lonesome
I raced to catch the bus
and within an hour was showered and in bed

Cest le vie to term one I thought 
this little black duck is over and out

The door bell rang at about 9 Saturday night

I was pleased to see Billy
she was fun
growing up on a big farm she had some great stories
and she loved a drink and a party
she was always friendly to me around campus
come upstairs
 I said
I am still halfway through dressing
I still hadn’t finished washing so I wore a skirt only
screw the panties
I thought

its only Billy and I
and reaching for a bra
I grabbed the first one I could see
that pink pokodot number well I guess that will have to do

Billy laughed
What up
I said somewhat bemused
I wish I was as unorganised as you
she smiled
I’m so anal when it comes to clothes
It takes me an hour to leave home

she said
don’t laugh
I exclaimed
this is little Beck on a good day
Okay so I have my skirt the sexy wedges my little pink t
and the good old pokodot bra number
lets hit it
I said


When we arrived the club was already on the go
most of our year was there
that gorgeous hunk Pete Styrus
Jackson Hull
not to mention Calvin Gale
fuck I would like to have that guy for breakfast
I thought
three Bacardi Breezers later
Billy and I hit the Tequilas

the pit was hot and I was loving the freedom
of a Saturday without study

of a Saturday night with so many studs, more to the point
Billy kept slamming the Tequilas into me
I was pretty well wasted by the time 3am arrived
I worked all night on Calvin

at least we exchanged phone numbers
I said to Billy
as we struggled our way out of the taxi
back at my place
 I poured Billy a Vodka lime and soda
we relaxed on the couch
as the lights on the bay flickered in the breeze

the lights  catching site of the shark nets
as they came on intermittently

No way
I screamed
I flew upstairs into the top bathroom
quickly sliding two fingers down my throat
letting it all out

A burger from Charlies
three Bacardi Breezers
however many tequilas
and whatever else lay lurking
I felt fucking terrible
as I sliced another paper towel
and more soap from the cylinder

splashing water on my eyes to relieve some of the strain
keeping the tap on full tilt I threw away the pink t
the pokadot number
and flicked on the shower
before hopping in
 skirt and all
I have to get this shit off me
I thought

the hot water built up quickly
I could finally breath again
 in spite of the steam
looking up I noticed the pink t and the pokadot number
falling from above the shower door to my feet
you’d better wash these as well
said Billy
laughing as she threw them in
how embarrassing I shouted
above the sound of the gushing water
as I bent down to peel my skirt away from my ankles
Its okay
said Billy
we’ve all been there
Hey Bill
I said
Can you be a doll and bring me that blue night dress
from my yellow drawer the top shelf Honey

she replied
placing it on the towel rack before heading back downstairs
to her Vodka

Sorry sweetheart
I said
drying my hair and returning to the couch
You’re fine
Don’t even think about it
you’re just letting off a bit of steam letting go of semester one

said Billy
Letting go of the fact I couldn’t pick up Calvin
I said sombrely


said Billy
leaning forward to caress my cheekbones with her hands
Screw Calvin you’ve got good old Billy to hang with
we both laughed
I was so fucked up I should probably be crying
I thought to myself
As my head fell in a heap on the pillow to crash totally out of Semester one
It must have been about 11 when the screen door closed
Billy found her way back from the balcony

I stole some moisturiser
I’ve been treating my feet

she said
Tell me about it
I replied
the walk from the top campus down to the bottom is horrendous
those steps are killers

I said
Do you want me to treat you?
Billy asked
Treat me
Spoil me

I replied
still half smashed
As Billy sat beside me on the couch
squeezing a dollop of the smooth moisturiser over the crown of my foot
then gently under my heel

Oh more,  more that feels sensational Billy
Thank you, you moisturising goddess
You saviour of all first year law students

Billy massaged the back of my ankles
then lathered some cream into my calves
before rubbing the smooth liquid in
then retreating
 back onto my feet and toes
thanks Billy
I said
and I really meant it
two times on the bike at the gym this week and my calves were a wreck
Billy can you splash some on my fingers? 
I asked

On Thursday night my aqua class punished my thighs
I explained
I went to work on them with the lotion from left to right
then down to my knees
said Billy
let me
Billy picked up where I left off
I lifted my pretty blue night dress toward my hips
to afford my guest some room to assist her in alleviating my tightness
with her hands pushing firmly in the centre of my thighs
Billy lowered her fingers under my legs then up
and slowly down my inner thighs

fuck that feels good Billy
I said
as she continued to open the door on my holidays
sorry Billy I said
as I lifted my legs up at the knees to relieve an itch
the last thing you need after a night out
is to have a nineteen year old pussy thrown in your face like that

I said
as I realized albeit too late
that Billy would have copped an eyeful of my exposed slit

Billy laughed
Its ok I’ve seen worse
she laughed
I bet you have
I said
leaning forward to pull her hair playfully

you dirty little cowgirl
Billy blushed in fact she almost turned over the top red
So how did you find out?
she asked
Billy what are you talking about?
I said
It was just a joke
Billy relaxed
I know
she said

I’m just a bit sensitive
she went on, somewhat hesitantly
it’s just
she paused
I am in a relationship with a girl from back home
she said
I did want to tell you though I was worried you wouldn’t be my friend
You’d think I was some gay lame psycho goth from Alabama
she confessed
Well you got the last part right
I said
But seriously sister you and I are tight
I love you

I said
reaching out to hug her
I don’t care what political persuasion you lean toward
I still want you as my friend

I whispered in her ear
pulling her tightly into my chest to release all the warmth I could muster
One or two tears met my cheekbones
as Billy slowly withdrew before wiping her eyes
and laughing her way through
the tears


By the way
she said
Your wrong about your snatch
I reckon Calvin’s missing out on a catch

she said
as a ten mile wide smile returned to her face

I can’t believe you did actually look
I screamed
before rising to chase her all the way back upstairs
You naughty little cowgirl If  I wasn’t raised better I’d throw you over my knee and give you a good spanking

I said
in between fits of laughter

Billy jumped upon my bed and lay now on her side
her head resting upright with her elbow on the bed

on a serious note
she said in her best attorney accent
thank you for understanding babe
I haven’t been in town long enough
to have newcomers run out on me
and your acceptance of who I am is appreciated
I lay down beside her guiding her hair away from her eyes
above her forehead before engaging her beautiful still teary eyes
hey you gorgeous lesbian
I said
this little black duck isn’t going anywhere



The phone rang

I hopped up
Beck speaking
Billy could hear me laughing from the living room
Where’s Mrs Gale then?
I joked
well my offers only good for 24 hours
I told Calvin shortly  after I hung the phone up
What’s happening girlfriend
remarked Billy
now standing directly behind me
Calvin’s girl is out of town for the weekend
I told him I’d act as a backup
He’s on his way
I said
said Billy
Do you want me to leave?
Of course not
I replied
stick around Billy
Calvin’s parents are in town
He won’t be here for long
Lets head out for Thai when he’s left how does that sound?
I asked
As long as I’m not in your way?
Billy questioned
Don’t be ridiculous this guy only wants to get his dick wet
its not like he’s a lifelong soul mate
I said
remember friends first philanderers second 
I joked
either way  I’ll make myself scarce and check in my room
to listen to some music
 maybe catch up on last semesters sleep
said Billy
I said
I’m going to freshen up for my catch


I knew Calvin would come around
to see things from my perspective
like I said to him
you have to choose between the girl you’ve already slept with
for over a year now
or something new
something different
someone young
and fresh
you make your mind up Calvin

I had said to him
but you only have twenty four hours


Calvin was a 25 year old honor’s student
with all the trimmings
and blue blood to boot
he had all the trappings to
a known cad on campus
Calvin’s eyes wandered way past the first year students
all the way to the lecturing department from all accounts
but I was ready
what did I care
I’m nineteen
and smooth
I’m not too smooth

I thought
grabbing a razor
and removing a batch of small hairs
hiding the entrance to my tender opening
leaving only a tussock of blonde above
before lathering myself with the vanilla body wash

My quest had been realized
Calvin was on his way over
poor Billy
I thought
as I massaged my slit then inside my butt cheeks
bending over to ensure my coverage was complete


she really didn’t strike me as being in a lesbian relationship
she had never really mentioned anyone close
let alone a girlfriend
I stood up to lather my breasts
the sweet smelling liquid racing across their face
over my torso and back
then down into my hollow
before sidestepping my toes and flowing out of sight
with her dark black hair and warm hands
rubbing moisturiser into my tired legs
teary eyed then loving and kind
lying alone in her room now
in the company of my home

Billy sat in the spare room
she hitched up her skirt to reveal her exposed mound
having followed Beck’s queue she too had not worn any underwear



despite Beck having showered last night
following her violent illness
Billy remained clothed as she had been for the past 24 hours
she had been otherwise occupied
focusing on Beck
the gorgeous tall blonde with whom she had been infatuated with
since arriving on campus
having stomached the courage to invite herself over
a move she had been planning for weeks now
everything had played into her hands
or so she thought
with Beck drunk
rejected by her Calvin
and in need of a massage
all the stars aligned
but it wasn’t to be
Billy found herself backtracking at 100 miles an hour
into some bullshit story about a girl friend back home
anyway at least Beck appeared to swallow it
but that was kind of irrelevant now Billy thought
because Beck was about to swallow Calvin


Billy was frustrated
she closed her tired eyes and replayed the last 24 hours
her mind replayed it all in slow motion
back to when she arrived at Beck’s
to watching her dress into her pretty pokadot bra and pink t shirt
to catching glimpses of her exposed snatch on the ride home
Becks fetish for not wearing panties had lit a fire between Billy’s own legs
eyes closed Billy’s mind drifted
to watching as Beck showered
she paused as the video was stuck
stuck at the scene where Beck had bent over in the shower
to remove her skirt as it caught itself upon her wet ankles
Billy started to remove her own skirt
her own slit was wet
in need of some attention
full of frustration
of pent up desire
of lust
of hunger for Beck
for what seemed like an eternity
Billy had stood staring at Becks beautiful blonde body
as she lathered her back and shoulder blades in wash

Billy had allowed her eyes to drink in the firmness of Becks butt
her long legs and tight inner thighs
the video continued in Billy’s mind
with Billy now searching her own inner thighs
as she fast forwarded to their brief intimacy
to the couch scene
when Billy had been careful to gently caress Becks feet
her ankles and then her thighs sweating inside
nervous and scared
Billy had proceeded to approach her friends exposed prize
the bounty that she had longed for
driven forth on adrenalin alone Billy had continued on massaging
touching and spoiling Becks body
until her cover had been blown
the video ended




yet Billy needed a replay
her anxious now wet hole needed another dose
another shot of Beck
of Beck lying comfortably on the warm leather couch
knees upright
lifting her pretty blue night dress
then opening her legs to give Billy all she had dreamed of
for so many months prior
Billy began to reach into her wetness
with one hand arousing her breast
playing with her now erect nipple
she began entering
finding herself with her long juicy fingers
as her dark hair retreated
to push open the path for her

Billy shut her eyes even tighter now
clutching to the vision of Beck on the couch
the smell of the moisturizer
the softness of her skin
she placed two fingers on either side of her swollen button
then releasing them
allowing the droplets to slide within her slit
where now her fingers played
chasing her wanton lust
channeling her desire
until finally she gave in
writhing forward in ecstasy with her fingers deep inside
as she thrust them further up
hanging on her gspot
before opening up her walls to release the pent up desire
the juice from within her love hole
tightening her torso muscles to push a bit more out
finally the pleasure flowed over
Becks vision reappeared
leaving Billy flat in a spasm
the aftershocks squeezing her rear