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I remember meeting him so vividly
the beginning
that sudden
rush of blood
lying in bed
hoping to see him again

Walking
talking
restaurants
café’s
midnight under the bedroom window
arriving home kissing
anxious to discuss in minute detail the angst of his day

Every day was an anniversary
the future
a treasure map to discover
jumpers
waiting to hug each other in winter
sand
to lie on in summer

Two years gone. Just another night
sparks
they don’t fly anymore
chemistry
just a subject I could have been good at in school
sex
something we used to look forward to

One minute
one day
one year

Commitment
a phrase I can’t sleep with
love
a feeling I experienced then.
the future
where I feel free
freedom
an emotion I am yet to experience